Hey beauties,
Down to 117.4 this morning. I was probably down from that even until about 10 tonight when I started eating to stay awake and finish homework. Big bummer because I ate about 1000 Cheez-Its I think. I'm dying to step back on the scale but I promised myself only once a day, that takes enough time already. It's such a big production, I'm on and off at least 7 or 8 times to make sure it's reading accurately. And setting it back to tare in between every time, I could spend forever in there if I let myself, just on and off, on and off.
It's tough to not eat when I'm only getting about 3 hours average sleep every night. But I've been doing decently all things considered, especially on days when I work. Consciously and outwardly, I complain that work takes over my life, makes it difficult to succeed in school, etc. But deep down inside I love staying so busy for 10+ hours a day (I was there over 13 today!) that I don't even remember to think about eating or being hungry.
Leaving for California in just about 75 hours. I don't know how I'll fit in everything I need to before then, but honestly, it can't come fast enough! A little worried about spending so much time on vacation with Nick's family; growing up on our vacations (although I realize now our little trips wouldn't count as most peoples' "vacations") most of what I remember is that we always had to eat. It was always time to stop driving and grab a bite, or we had to pull over for a potty break at a McD's and everyone would have a meal. I get so sick of eating on vacation! All food all the time! Hopefully his family will be a little different.
I guess we're stopping in Vegas on Sunday into Monday. I've never been to a real casino. Well, kind of, but it was an 18+. Also I'm not sure the tribal casinos around here would really count? I don't really like betting money though; maybe Nick will let me bet his ;)
Have any of you actually been to Las Vegas? Is it at all like in the movies where all the hot, thin women strut around in sequined dresses and make less-attractive women feel dumpy and embarrassed? I'm worried about it, especially after seeing all the babes in California, and especially after my munch sess tonight. Well, at least there's more prerogative to not eat the next couple of days...!
Everybody, please have a wonderful night, and believe in yourself. <3
I actually just got back from my first trip to Vegas last week! And the one thing that is true, is that women walk around in super high heels (most of them can't even walk in the heels, it's ridiculous) and super tiny dresses. Fortunately most of them are NOT skinny and should NOT be wearing the skimpy dresses. Seriously. No matter what you wear, you'll look better than 90% of the women in Las Vegas. Have fun while you're there. There is a lot of cool stuff.
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